OH HAPPY DAY Recovery Friends & New Visitors!,
I’M A NEW GREAT AUNTIE TO THESE TWO BEAUTIFUL TWINS!!
PLEASE MEET THE NEW TWINS!!
One Boy…”Mark Fredrick Lake” & One Girl…”Bella Lake”
They got here EARLY, as they were to be born on Oct 30th by C-Section, but they came Sat. morning! My wonderful nephew Mark Lake and his wife Rosalia are the proud parents of a new baby girl & boy “TWINS”…
I can not WAIT to go visit and spend “Thanksgiving” with my nephew Mark Lake and his family, and get my hands on those “Bundles of Joys”!! My HEART is going to “BURST” with all the Happiness inside ME right NOW!
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*Now a little Tribute to me missing my KITTY’S, *Buttons & Callie*
This is a *SHARE* from http://suzie81.wordpress.com that caught my EYE and FUNNY BONE to add to my Kitty Tribute! Her blog deserves a Visit and is full of *Blog Awesomeness*!
Somebody that I follow on Twitter posted this a few days ago and it made me laugh. I thought I’d save it for a day when I was feeling a little sorry for myself and today seemed fairly apt…
Hope you enjoy!! Happy Blogging!…….SUZIE81 🙂
Now a little bit of *Ramblings*….
I just thought I would “MIX IT UP” and just ramble about a few “Thoughts & Things” rolling around in my Heart & Head!….LOL…
To start, many of you know about our *Sticky* living situation since having to relocate from So. Oregon to Arizona, and HAPPY to inform everyone my hubby & I are Apartment/ Small house hunting! We have put in a few applications in on some places that are NOW Available, so just waiting to here back.
The night before was another ABUSIVE, World War 3 going on, and we JUST STAYED IN OUR little DUNGEON. Don’t move in with family unless YOU know what your fully walking into as we were NOT told what goes on around here before we left Oregon.
I JUST DON’T GET why families keep “Dirty Little Secrets” about family abusive behaviors?? Yes, I know, I know, just get over it, but it’s damn hard to when there is *CRAZY* going on around you 24/7. The last two incidents have been over a lawn chair, and the youngest sister had a “Mental Breakdown” in the driveway, after over hearing a conversation with me, my hubby and his older sister that is helping us financially to get into a place. AND YES, there IS NO WHERE to have a private conversation in this HOUSE!! The younger sister got so mad and worked up, they took her to ER and they admitted her into the hospital. Mental hold.
ALL this over a Lawn chair and a conversation that SHE WAS NOT A PART OF, & had nothing to do with HER..
I, as a Writer & Blogger, I have had NO DESIRE since we walked in this house to “WRITE” and to finish my 2 book projects, so THIS needs to CHANGE FAST! But on a serious note, some things have escalated to the point that we need to be out of this environment. It is hard to have to see your family like this. It also compounds itself, because we have not spent much time around either side of our families for long periods of time.
That’s what makes it more *SAD* to know when our parents pass away, you just don’t know how the GROWN Children are going to behave, or interact when our parents are gone. IN OUR CASE, Poorly. I don’t get any “JOY” out of talking about are families, but BLOGGING is the ONLY release that has kept me SANE, I have to vent and get my feelings out.
In the past when I was still compulsively gambling , I’d have used “ALL this CRAZINESS” to my “Selfish Benefit” and as an excuse to run and escape from it all by a few hours of gambling!! Blogging is a HELL of a lot CHEAPER!
After 6+yrs in recovery, I think I’m entitled to some *Freedom of Speech* about how I feel, and how all this has affected me. Many times LIFE is never what we expect. The whole move thing was hard on me with the Bipolar 2, anxiety, depression and Agoraphobia, but then to get here and walk into an even worse and stressful family dynamic is even worse than the move. It’s like the longest *Trial* the lord has put upon us.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?…..I’m not going to FAULTER…..NOW WAY!! The man upstairs can keep adding it on, and I WON’T CRACK! WHY?…..Because the lord taught us that no matter how bad things get, know matter “HOW ROUGH THE SEA’S ARE”, there is always a “BLESSING” AT THE END. So I Pray, I bide my time, and bite my tongue, as the lord will see us through all this.
It’s also what recovery has given me as well. The tools & skills I have learned, and the *FANTASTIC SUPPORT FRIENDS* I have, DO play a major role in my life and recovery. And they include ALL OF YOU here who follow and visit my blog.
Many know I don’t like ADVICE SUGAR COATED, especially when it’s matters of LIFE & RECOVERY. You know any advice given by all of you is always well taken and appreciated. Giving it to me Straight. I hold no GRUDGE, because sometimes the TRUTH can STING, and that’s OK.
SORRY, I told you all I had a lot of *RAMBLINGS* to get out and off my chest!!
So I’ll close with saying a “BIG THANK YOU” from my HEART to ALL of yours, for always being here for me with a Shoulder to Lean on, and an Ear to LISTEN to all my LIFE & RECOVERY RAMBLINS!!
GOD BLESS ALL & Have a Great Week Everyone,
Author, Catherine Townsend-Lyon